BLACK&WHITE

-Tuesday, May 27, 2008 '

IM FINALLY BACK FOR A SHORT UPDATE. :D

and so, FOM presentation yesterday was not bad, for all the groups. lee chong hwa say we improve a lot, and i agree too. :D

this morning, something good happened. though i wasnt really surprised, but i was, and still am, really happy and glad to know about it. thanks so much guys.(:

and then i went to collect my piano results from my tcher. and the certificate was ready too. v fast v fast. and im happy with my results. :D actually, i received my results by phone/sms last wednesday. but becos i didn have much time, i didn blog about it.

and my work started last wednesday, after i received my results. the experience is not bad. really. i think the people are cafe cartel bishan are really friendly. at first i v scared one, but after work on friday and saturday, i kinda become braver. HEHEHE. tmr im working from 12noon to 4pm. :D

OK. i'll send some emails, and then go sleep already. i still need more sleep. :D

10:38 PM;
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-Monday, May 19, 2008 '

1) Do you wish to get married?
yep. :D

2) What do you want the most now?
get all the current projects over with.

3) Who is the person you trust most?
my mama :D

4) Do you think you have enough confidence?
No.

5)what is the very one thing you want if you have the power to create miracle?
to know what kind of pain people are going through, simply just by touching them on their hand.

6) Are you satisfied with yourself?
No.

7) What are you afraid to lose now?
my friends

8) Do you believe in eternity love?
No. maybe its Not yet.

9) What would you do if He/She hugged you?
I'll most likely hug him back. :D

10) Who do you wanna see right now?
chien teng, jolene and melissa. :) (yes, i know its 3 people.)

11) What kind of people do you hate?
That shall be a secret. (:

12) What feeling do you hate the most?
Being forgotten.

13) Do you trust every friendship of yours?
For most of them, i do. (:

14) Do you treasure your family?
yep.

15) Do you like carrots?
i dont like it, nor do i dislike it.

16) What do you regret most in your life now?
Not thinking before i speak sometimes.

17) Why are you doing this quiz?
because melissa tagged me, but i haven done it yet. and then i saw liling's blog. so i think i should do it already. HEHEHE.

18) Have u love anyone before?
Yep.

19) Who are the people who have stood by you when you really were at the worst point of your life so far?
my mama, zhaomian, yiling, liling and yueyin. :D

20) What is the one thing that makes you feel extremely glad now?
to be able to enter DAC09. (:

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AHYA. anyone wanna do, tell me. i'll add you to the list. HAHAHA. i'll add them next time. i'll think carefully about who to add. HOHOHOHO. :D

I WANT TIME TO FLY THIS SUPER FAST TILL FRIDAY. this is gonna be one hectic week. HEHE.

10:04 PM;
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im going to be vvvvv busy this coming week. so maybe not going back fuhua already. and maybe i dont even have time to blog. x( (i have a half-completed post for the farm trip yesterday, but couldnt finish it. HEHEHEHE.)

anw, I NEED TO HAVE GOOD TIME MANAGEMENT. HAH. so i think, i prolly dont have time to enjoy next week. HEHEHE. and i think i can still balance and juggle all these things la. :D

oh btw, im working at cafe cartel next wednesday, 6pm to 10pm, at bishan. HEHEHE. (if you're thinking of going to see me, dont ah. HAHAHA. cos i think i would most likely do something wrong. HAHAHA.)

going city hall later, for FOM project. i'll try to be as focused as possible. :D

laterrrrr. :D

10:43 AM;
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-Sunday, May 18, 2008 '

i really really really dislike FOM projects. we're doing the Singapore Flyer. last time was SWOT, and this time, its market segmentation.

and so, this morning (actually, yesterday morning), i went for band prac. i sat in during sectionals, and main band prac. mononoke hime medley. I FINALLY PLAYED IT WITH FSMB LA. i dont know wait how many months already. LOL. and then there was alumni band prac too. mononoke hime medley too. and little fugue, and video games live, and seventh night of july.

to the farms tmr (actually, today)! and tmr, the work schedule will be out, i think. i gotta get serious and get down to work la.

i did something wrong, and i think its terribly wrong. actually i didn intend it to become like that. so i need to explain myself.

i wanna clear my projects as soon as possible, so that i'll be free next weekend, and, hopefully i can still make it for alumni band prac.

12:08 AM;
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-Friday, May 16, 2008 '

THANK YOU HWEEYEE. i think my illness is cured because of you. LOL. eh, really. im not kidding.

yesterday, went to apply for job at cafe cartel, bishan, after school. no interview leh. Lol.

today, KTV at moberly. THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME I WENT TO KTV. seriously. and i didn sing. HAHAHA. i just talked, and i actually talked quite a lot. i actually talked for around 1 and a half hour like that. but ktv-ing with some dac09 people, is really fun. HAHAHA.

and i think i got accepted for the job. but i think i might not get the same working hours as matthew. Lol. and there might be a chance that i have to sacrifice alumni band prac.

anw, after ktv-ing, hweeyee, shi'en, shirley and i went to dine at ajisen ramen. i think im not going back. LOL. (ask me why! :D) and then, i bused home.

ohya, many thanks to wangjun. she lent me her spare phone when my phone died on me. THANK YOU! :D (she actually has 2 phones leh. LOL.)

ohya, and once again, THANKS HWEEYEE! :D

10:54 PM;
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-Wednesday, May 14, 2008 '

went band today. and finished pacc tutorial. HEHEHE.

i long time never see the band people already le. really really really long. partially is because i didn join band in poly. and because i didn go meet up with them. but anw, im gng back more often now. :D

and kk shoot me today. not really shoot la, but you get what i mean. tsk. long time no see, and then you shoot me. HAHAHA. ahya, nvm. HEHEH. i dont really mind anw. :D i'll go alumni band prac to play flute.

projects are coming up again. but nvm, i think my time management got improve, A LITTLE. :D

and toh liling said my blog song is noisy. x( this is the 2nd time. HAHAHA. nvm. i'll remove it, in case other people also think it noisy, and dont wanna come my blog because of that. HAHAHA.

oki, thats all for now. im lazy to look for pics to post, or to upload pics. for entries with many many many pictures, please do no hesitate to click here. HAHAHA.

11:59 PM;
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-Tuesday, May 13, 2008 '

im finally blogging again. Lol. was out these few days, as in, go out early, and return home late, and never online. HEHEHE.

saturday. went to walk around pasir ris park with hweeyee (the mugging conwoman. HAHAHA.) and matthew. couldnt contact fariq, so wasnt able to ask him along. anw, hweeyee's update is damn detailed. everyone shld just go to her blog, and see the update for saturday. it has all the photos there as well. HAHAHA. so click here now! :D

sunday, had a mother's day lunch in the morning. the place was really full of adults. maybe only around 10% were teenagers, or younger. and then, went out in the late afternoon again to meet dearest mandy and matthew for seoul garden at marina square. and then we went to suntec. and i got scammed. LOL. the freshkon alluring eyes, are sold at $38 per pair at marina square. and the same pair is sold at $24 near my house. but i still bought it anw, cos already went in le. but they gave me discount and sold it to me at $35, which is still v ex. NVM. next time no more buying of lenses in the CBD.

monday, somehow, i cant really rmb what happen again. O.O except that my contact lenses are v dry. x( ohya, i even did the econs tutorial at home. NOT BAD LEH. first time i did econs tutorial at home. HAHAHA.

tuesday (today), news buzz in the morning. was really not good, and i kept drifting off topic. but the skit was damn funny la, esp allen's toothpick action. HAHAHA. and then there was ITAB and econs tutorial. i was v awake during econs tutorial today. there was only a bit of screensaver-ing. HAHA. at least i could follow during the tutorial. :D

OKAY. I WANNA WATCH MY ANIME NOW. I LONG TIME NEVER WATCH ALREADY! :D

9:42 PM;
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-Friday, May 09, 2008 '

school was alright today. we (first lecture: + hweeyee, linlong &zhenying, second lecture: + edmund, fariq, hweeyee, linlong &matthew) were late for the lectures, because we were doing sth for shi'en. though it isnt perfect, but i really hope that would change your mind.

and then we (fariq, hweeyee &matthew) headed down to ang mo kio to discuss the cip thing at child at street 11. actually, the "we were just dropping by" thing was kinda useless. LOL. BUT ANW, we finally settled the difficult parts. and then, we're doing cip on my birthday. HOHOHO. but i dont mind la really. so the current finalised thing is 2/6/2008 (8.30am to 1pm), we going to pasir ris park to play with the kids, and then 3/6/2008 (2pm to 5pm), we going to child at street 11 for cleaning, and the make up for those who canot go on 3/6/2008 is on 9/6/2008 (2pm to 5pm).

and then dinner at amk hub. DINNER WAS DAMN ENJOYABLE. with fariq, hweeyee and matthew. somehow i forgot what happened (with the exception of what matthew reminded me), but all i rmb is i laughed a lot. AND FARIQ'S EXPRESSION RESEMBLED THE DEAD TERRORIST ACHMED. (you know, that youtube video. Lol.)

ok, i really need to apologise to a few people. firstly, to hweeyee. paiseh, i almost let it out. SORRY SORRY SORRY. and i kinda forgot what you showed me. cos, my mind was more focused on my eye this afternoon. paiseh paiseh. and to mandy, really sorry about troubling you with the bus services thing just now. we were kinda lost, and dont really know what to take. paiseh paiseh paiseh.

and many thanks to mandy for the super sweet gift meant for cheering me up!
:D

12:41 PM;
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-Thursday, May 08, 2008 '

my voice is slightly lower today, because i have a sore throat. but, i could still speak and laugh, and of course talk loudly. i got over that CYA thing already la. HAHAHA.

and so, as promised, i wore specs to school today. IM SO NOT GOING TO DO THAT AGAIN. i think i'll prolly wear them again during exams or something like that. HAHA. but because i wore specs today, my eyes weren't dry at all, and i didn yawn a single time in school today. not even in lectures. and i kinda absorbed a lot of info today, thanks to my specs. :D

i think im not trying grey lenses anymore. i just wanna try if it suits me (even though i know theres a high chance it wont), and if it doesnt, i have to stick with it for a month. so, i'll stick to winsome brown for now. :D

ehhhhh. people, go do my quiz leh. HEHEHE. you know the one at the side? yea, its that one. some of the answers are in my blog, and you wont be hurt if you fail it. HAHAHA. so go do it! :D

HAPPY HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY PEISHING!

may your colony of purple ants stay purple! :D

7:54 PM;
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-Wednesday, May 07, 2008 '

ZZZZZ. everything isnt going smoothly for me today.

firstly, this morning, my blogger got this "scheduled for publishing" thing. just because i set the time zone wrongly. then i only discovered this a moment ago. and then i set the correct time zone, den the time for all my posts changed. TSK! and so, please ignore the time thingy for all the posts except for this and the one before this. :D

and then, im not selected for the CYA thing. im upset, really upset. but, what mandy said, really made me wanna cry. i was kinda holding back at school today already. den when i received her sms on my way home, i started tearing, but not to the extent that it will flow down. im really glad to have been able to know her. really. really. really.

and today's interview for the cscc welfare was not bad. because i happened to know my interviewer. lucky me. i really gotta thank her la. becos of that CYA thing, i was so damn upset, buden, during the interview, her smile kinda comforted me. and thats why i dared to speak up. if not i can guarantee that i'll fail that interview too. now i have a little chance of passing that interview. -smiles-

and im really glad to have been able to know mandy. really really really. THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME MY DEAR! :D

11:25 PM;
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warning: wordy entry ahead. to save time, skip to the last few para. :D

friday
first break was fun. actually, its more of FUNNY than fun. i was showing this joke to hweeyee and wangjun from dorothy's blog. DAMN FUNNY LA. i laughed till i cried though it was the second time i saw it. HAHA. and then mandy and shirley came back, and then the guys came over and we shared it with them. and they started saying some - jokes. HAHA.

then during the 2nd break. something happened, and i dont wanna say it here. and it made me miss 4e3 so much la. REALLY REALLY. dac09 is fun, but 4e3 is special in that aspect. probably i'll grow to realise that dac09 is just as special in that way.

and nearing the end of friday, i said something that hurted zhenying. =x thou he said hes not that petty, but, ehhhhh, he was kinda different after lesson. but he returned to normal after the pool trial. anw, i shall say something nice about him here. I LIKE THE WAY HE SNAPS HIS FINGER AND SAY "AH, THATS THE WAY". ehhhhh, maybe not those words la, but you guys get what i mean, hor?

Lol.

saturday
i went for the CYA interview at the airport. i actually got selected. Lol. den i did cd project there. Lol. and made some of my group members (marlina &steven) come all the way to changi airport to meet me. PAISEH PAISEH. =x i was really tired when i went home, then i napped before chionging project till quite late again. Lol.

if you guys remember this pic from the cd presentation. Lol.

sunday
its project again, but this time with fariq. den we met at starbucks at city hall. we kinda completed the entire thing already that time. then a few more people came along, and in the end, 10 people from our class were at starbucks. Lol. den i switched to fom project at 4pm +. and then settled everything and went home. didn join them for dinner cos its my dad's birthday, and also becos i didn have much money with me. but anw, the people from dac09 are really fun. really really. :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA! :D

monday
fom project presentation, and then zhenying and i did the q&a. basically, i was more of a display la. HAHAHA. he did more of the answering. and lee chong hwa really v cruel to us. HAHAHAHA. and the 10minutes seemed to be going on for like so long. T.T but anw its over. HAHAHA.

and then after school mandy matthew and i headed over to ang mo kio to child at street 11. buden, the auntie maria there bangseh-ed matthew (and us), and so we had dinner at fish &co. mandy's treat, buden, i dont feel so good about her treating me. cos why she wanted to treat us was becos she lost the bet to matthew on the bus, and i was lucky enough to be included the treating part.

and then trained home with matthew, and chiong cd project again. T.T i slept at 1am. T.T (its actually v late for me. HAHAHA.)

tuesday
CD PRESENTATION! the starting skit was not bad, with credits to fariq. :D and then, i was kinda the last speaker for the presentation. and i forgot about the SP CORE thing, and i forgot to ask them if they had any questions. (and i kept staring at the screen, and i stammered, quite a lot.)

because i woke up at 5am+ to do the prize for the quiz, i couldnt really concentrate on other things. i could still get thru ITAB, but i was on screensaver mode during econs tutorial. and i think alex spotted me half asleep, and kept calling my name. (ok, twice only.) i was really really tired.

so after sch, i didn join dinner with hweeyee shi'en and mandy. i went home to sleep. HAHAHA. i slept for slightly more than an hour, and then had dinner. and then sleep a little, and then bathed. and then onlined a little, and then sleep again. HAHAHAHA.

look at the eye colour! its pretty! :D

today
later i have cscc interview at 4pm-6pm, i think i can go down anytime. Lol.

anw, i need to apologise to people if ive ignored them recently. REALLY REALLY REALLY SORRY. my mind wasnt at its best, so maybe when you talked to me, the things went in and then went out. REALLY REALLY SORRY. and im sorry to my group, if i under-performed. REALLY REALLY SORRY!

my next pair of contacts shall be GREY in colour! :D

10:55 AM;
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-Friday, May 02, 2008 '

fom project discussion with zhenying and linlong was fun today. LOL. both of them kept suaning each other. and i discovered that most of the girls mistook zhenying's sis as his gf. HAHHA.

i still haven received anything from SP-CYA yet. HAHAHA. as i expected, i think im not shortlisted. who would want someone who claimed to enjoy doing community service and feel fulfilled from doing it and does not really talk much during the interview anyway. HAHAHA.

i think i'll be busy over the weekends. busy i wasted wednesday. tsk. wednesday could have been a super fruitful day, if i didn waste it on window shopping. HAHAHA. next time, i'll manage my time wisely, so that i wont do last minute work. Hah.

i just edited the entry that was before the previous entry. and its becos i just knew that a sectional performance is an ENSEMBLE, and not ON SOMBRE. HAHAHA. and its actually pronounced as ON SOMB. HAHA. once again, i let chien teng discover how suaku i still am, when we haven even seen each other for 2 months? 2 and a half months? 3 months? I FORGOT WHEN. LOL! i think 3 months la hor. my last visit to tpjc was in january i think. Lol.

ok, i'll be a good girl, and do tutorials and more research. projects are due next monday and tuesday. T.T

and lastly,

HAPPY HAPPY LABOUR DAY!

9:06 AM;
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-Thursday, May 01, 2008 '

TODAY WAS SUCHA SUCKY DAY. its nothing related to hweeyee and shi'en of course. (:

somehow i cant really find the reason why i felt that today was a sucky day. tsk. this irritates me more (by a little).

(1 minute later)

okay, i think i know why. but im not saying here. HAH.

alright. im gonna be a good girl now. i still gotta submit some research tonight.

lastly,

HAPPY HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY STEVEN!

12:25 PM;
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